Reality will always beat expectation mate. One thing though mate, although i can relate to losses in crypto, i believe it is or it must be common sense to not invest one's entire life savings into crypto or into any sort of "not stable" or "not thoroughly researched" potential investment. And i can relate about the bad boss stuff, its like the only way he/she can get her/his life out of boredom is to make yours hell. In the end, just accept, endure, and wait.