A black crow

Last day when I was upset I sat on a wall. It was a very sunny day. I was trying to relax. But, it was not easy to forget everything. It was not easy to move forward after losing everything. It was not easy to lose memory.

I sat under a big tree. I sat beside a river. One of the biggest rivers in Bangladesh. "Padma" is running from the very beginning till today.

It was mid day. But I whished yo see stars in the sky. It was bluddy warmy day and I lose my mental temperature. I wanted yo gorget all of my loses. I wanted to start from the beginning. But, staring was not so easy.

On the meantime, I saw a crow. A deep black crow. I was never think to see such kind of black crow. It was so deep that it was looking like a deep dark night.
I saw it was laughing at me. It was cruel eye but sempathitic look. A deep crow, a dark crow, a black crow, what can I explain it. I feel like I saw my past in front of me. My yesterday was laughing at me and trying to say you are useless.
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My past was acting like a crow to me. It was not a dream. It was the reality, whenever anyone passed their bad time, if the think about their past it could easy to see his / her past.

Thanks for reading my blog. I was not regular last couple of weeks. But, I think I can be regular. I am trying my best. I am a fighter and would never lose my hope