Wow ma'am, finally you reached there, you achieved 45k SP, a dream which come true. Your motivation for newbies is great, watching people like you is a motivation for us.

• As you mentioned that there are times that you are upset and don't want to post and direct yourself to quit but as a motivation I didn't quit and I'm trying my best to achieve my first 5000 SP which is a long way away but I'll never leave my journey.
• Best wishes and best of luck for the future, Congratulations 🎊 ❤.