Just living your faith? Why not take faith in your hand by living life actively? Beauty is in the eye of the beholder my friend and if you can't see it than use your imagination and change the world you live in into a paradise.
I never blamed god and also never thanked him, it's not in me to thank or blame others for what is on my account. That doesn't make sense to me.
Life is a journey, to most of us not an easy one but if we look at it from a distance we know what to do and how to solve what looked impossible.

I believe @ibesso experienced a lot of beauty lately. I told him you mentioned him.