My Job

@bengy asked: Describe your work/place... how do you feel and think about it?

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As a stay-at-homeschooling mom, this type of meta-cognitive practice is rarely a priority. But it is essential to think about how I think and feel, especially when my job is 24/7/365. It is obvious that I do not earn a salary or commission or even a stipend in my chosen career. But of course I am rewarded in other beautifully cliche ways: paid in kisses and hugs, the love of my children is the best reward, when I see them smile my bank account is filled.

My day is consumed by constant, consistent observation of and engagement with my seedlings. We believe in an unschooling philosophy, so mostly the seedlings learn through play, observation and practice. I read to them, they read to me. We write letters to pen pals and relatives. We watch PBS Kids television shows, thoughtfully curated documentaries, and practice basic skills on Khan Academy Kids. I ask and answer questions. I listen to and tell stories. We construct, create and explore. We build and solve basic math equations and discuss scientific properties in the teachable moments that I intentionally watch for and take advantage of. These basic tasks are necessary and on the surface, take up all of my time. But the real work of what I actually do hides under this veil of busyness.

As the physical tasks are accomplished, I engage simultaneously in the mental work of determining what values I want to pass on, and then intentionally structure our days to live them. I draw on the knowledge bank of resources that I have in my brain from my own education, time as a public school teacher, and my personal self-actualization journey. I apply principles of educational theory, psychology, child development and spiritual exploration to the interactions I have with my seedlings. I research and connect to other resources to invest in my portfolio. Every day, every hour, every minute, I run my choices through the lens of my values

I think that if you are a parent to a child in some way, you are educating them at home. You are your child’s first and most influential teacher. You are the primary force of change in their lives, unless you choose not to be. But that choice is an education too. You spend time and money on what you value. Your children will value what you do whether you make that choice conscientiously or not. Not spending time and money on something is a lesson too.

Really, this is more of a belief system rather than simply a collection of thoughts about my job. Raising people who can take care of themselves, and be relatively happy as a bonus, is the ultimate goal. One wonderful public school colleague used to say that as education consultants trying to change how other teachers teach, we were trying to teach ourselves out of a job. As parents, we are trying to parent ourselves out of a job. Because if we raise healthy independent people, they really don’t need to be “parented.”

Sometimes I feel completely burned-out. I yell. I wallow in self-pity every now and then. I become exhausted by the constant communication and repetition and management of emotions - my own included. Yet beyond that I find bigger purpose in that I truly believe in the value of my job as a full time parent and home educator. I think it is the most important work I could do in this stage of my life, and I feel grateful that the universe has guided me around twists and turns to lead me to follow this path.

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I am grateful to find a place with rich soil to grow a community. May we take root, and flourish together.

@Bia.Birch 🌱

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