Thanks to @kafkanarchy84 for resteeming this post. Many things were beyond my imagination. How you slept, how you felt towards food etc. While I was reading your post I thought it's not another person's problem to be a homeless in this unstable world or society. It was heart warming to read the food bank volunteer part in the end. I wish you recover your life very soon. (Excuse me for my non native English but I wanted to leave a comment ...)