RE: My 18 Year Old Self Asks, What Kind Of Life Is That?
When I started University and was 18 I had full intention of medical school and then becoming a surgeon. What is funny, is my mother and my family always said,"Oh you'll be an artist". But, for me, I felt this drive to medicine, mainly because as child with my love of animals I was always reading about experiments and enjoying sciences. And of course, all the while, drawing and doing art.
I remember saying "My job will be science my art will be my hobby" and yet here we are and my art has been my job in many ways. I gave up science my sophomore year and went to Art History, still not willing to go completely to art school, as I felt the academia of the thing had more merit.
I think my Mother, Now gone some years, always knew I was designed for a more bohemian existence than a strict life in the sciences. It's funny that others can see in us our true hearts sometimes more than we ourselves can.
it's so interesting how things change and how those who know us best can sometimes predict those changes :) also how our upbringings "make us desire things" and ultimately, hopefully, we shake that off and become who we are and manifest our gifts in the world, as you have splendidly done!! the world is richer <3