Alone: The Life of an Immortal

I am use to writing manuals, so I decided to try some form of other writing a few years ago, let me know what you think about it.

The silence ever inviting us, to stay in the midst of the darkest days.

As I sit quietly thinking of my life, wondering what I did to only dream of the night, ever alone waiting to see what this life has to offer to me. I close my eyes and visualize the strength I had to stand and survive, against all odds always stacked against me and wonder every night what destiny has set for me. Wanting and wishing for something more than to be alone for an eternity, hiding behind the mask of names to hide my immortality as if it were a curse upon this plane. For most do not see and will never know the pain of living a life so long, so cold and so alone. Wishing again and again for the night to end and never have to sit in remembrance of all of the time spent hoping and searching for someone to share things with....
Some things in life can never be explained no matter how many questions that are asked, I gave up a long time ago, but somehow the thoughts never fade away, the memories are always there haunting me as I try to sleep always asking why did I always survive. Maybe soon I will find out, maybe not but always will remain alone in my mind, never to show anyone the truth, always to hide and forever unknown.... ~Unknown~

For some life is ever changing, for others only the names and the disguises change.....