My first post👋 CHRONICLES OF A DESTROYED FAMILY 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦⚔

Hello, welcome to my first post. My name is Abrahan and I joined this network for several things that really made my attention to her very strong since it brings together several things that I need in my life ...
The first thing is to let off steam count and free myself from all the weights that I had to carry throughout my short life. Because of the type of person I am, it is very difficult for me to open up to people because I always think that someone has more important problems than mine and that is the case, but I have to accept that everyone has their demons that torment us and I have learned to live with them without anyone noticing, but that moment of sadness always comes where you think, why me? What have I done wrong? Do I deserve all this? I have even reached a point in my life where the every day is a constant: I plan this and it did not go as I thought and at first it hurt, it affected me. but lately things do not happen as I wanted it and I really do not care because I have come to think that that is what is in my destiny. But I also have those moments in my life where I am also full of optimism and I think I cannot give up that I deserve a better opportunity and that I have to fight for my happiness and finally my life is a constant war with myself and I know that So there are many people who, like me, still do not dare to let off steam and get all that weight off. But I, I am determined to tell my whole story and feel free.
And secondly, I am from Venezuela and as many knows the economic situation in this country is a disaster, and I was finding out and apparently here you can make some money publishing things that people like and well although my main idea was always a book but here in Venezuela that will be impossible because of the economic conditions that the country has will spend a lot of time until I can do that in short by two needs met and apparently here I can satisfy both, so I said why not?
I give you a short summary so that you have an idea of ​​what I want to talk about and in addition to all this I informed you that as I told you that my idea was a book clearly my stories are all 100% real but to write them I may add something else of drama or comedy because you may be thinking that I am going to make this a diary but it will not be like a book but with stories that did happen to someone who really felt it. He suffered, joy, love, forgive, cry, fight and that someone is me.
Anyway, guys when I add some more to the story below in the last let me know. I also ask that if you want to advise me something or if some of you would like to tell me your story and let off steam I will be here to read them anyway I will also leave you my social networks and although they do not know me they can do it and believe me they will not be judged by anyone since We have all made mistakes and that does not make us fewer people.
OK come on now to tell you a little of what I have to write.
Imagine that since you were born you were a child very dear to your father (THE GREAT MA) and while you are a child you think that problems do not exist or just as you are a child many times you don't notice them or you don't understand them but if they are there and many of them you will drag them until you understand it and until each one of them gets in front of you and you do not have the slightest idea of ​​how to deal with it and that is when you realize that life will never be like It was before you began to understand all those problems that I had mentioned, I mentioned that I was a child very dear to my parents but it is not what everyone thought not, my family was not the type of “common” family because my parents Since I have memory, they NEVER lived together, they never married, they were never even boyfriends. Where did I come from? Well I do not know, I asked many times, but I always avoided the questions many times and I stopped asking questions and at my discretion for never answering those questions, I think that because of all that came a point in my life where I did not know who I was or what he wanted for me, but also all those doubts and all those ignored questions asked what I am today, crazy, right?
And that is just a summary of my childhood there is still much more to tell ...
I tell you a little about my parents
My Mother: (I think like THE GREAT MAJORITY OF CHILDREN I will say the same) My mother is the best mother in the world. I educate myself well, I teach myself manners, it gave me all the love in the world, from my mother I can say that I never miss myself and my mother would never hurt me, and I am her only child. Ok that's like a mother, but she was a woman and as a woman I can't assure you that she was the best woman in the world although she never hurts anyone and always works faithfully in her business to have everything she can and wants to give herself, She never has problems with anyone and I can tell her that she is a very noble woman although she always had different tastes and I always supported her and the only thing that always mattered to me is her happiness. You will soon understand what I meant by “a woman with different tastes.”
My Father: my father, a European businessman who arrived in Venezuela many years ago in search of new opportunities since Europe lived its crisis a few years ago and there were also many Europeans who emigrated. Of him I can tell you that he was the most correct man I met in my life and my father, just like my mother, I never lacked anything from them because I always had everything, but everything they had to give me as parents (no I was a spoiled child) but I never miss anything. From my father I learned many good things for me he was my example and as his son I always wanted to be like him. But the father apart was also a man and as a man I can tell you that before having me I was a man who had no partner because his only wife died about 18 years before I was born and from that marriage they were also born 2 children by “brothers” A female who is the oldest and the male who was supposed to be the youngest, well before I arrived.
I am not going to talk about my brothers yet because they appeared in my life more or less when I was 4 years old and well I also tell you a little that most of the dramas of my life are thanks to my “BROTHERS”.
Well guys, I hope you are really interested in reading my story.
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