Introducemyself: Falling into the rabbit hole.

Let me very politly introduce myself. Hallooo steemians. I am a 35 year old male, born and breed South-African. After highschool I lifed in Evesham England, where I worked my butt off for 2 years. Am I aloud to say butt? I safed a lot of money and then went back to South-Africa. It didn't go so well for me in good old SA. I was and still am a very big dreamer and at this young age I was still chasing money. I then went back to england, thinking that I could work and safe as much money as my first 2 years in United Kingdom. But I didn't. Being a bit older at this time I had a lot less energy than a 19 to 21 year old.

That is me in the middle at a new years party trying to be mistical. ;-)

And then this is where my world turned upside down. Now, I don't want to tell you some soppy story like on these reality music shows, where this sad sad stories of a persons life makes the crowds hearts go all soft and emotional for the person performing something amazing on stage. I am telling you about this part of my life because of the trama I went through, opened up doors to a rabit hole as big as youranis. Bigger I mean. As big as the universe. Man the subjects I will post will freak you out. Some will even shock you bed wetting.

So what happened was a normal day in England where I went to work, then pumping iron and then I went home and had diner with my house mates. We were watching tv when my phone suddenly rang with my family house number in South-Africa on the screan. It was my aunt on the phone telling me something has happened. The sound in her voice was horible. She told me my mother was murdered.

I can remember this like it was yesterday. My aunt told me that my mothers boyfriend shot her. My brother was living with them at the time and in shock I quickly asked her where is my brother! She said he is fine. He is ok. He is safe with people he knows. I asked and this guy? Where is he? My aunt said he shot himself. He is also dead. I was in so much shock and I felt so guilty for being thousends of miles away, not able to be there for my brother. Or possibly stopping this event.

This had made me start qeustioning EVERYTHING. How can someone do such a thing? What went on in his mind? Is there truely a soul? And if so, where did my mothers soul went to? I was raised going to sunday school, learning about God and Jesus. Between the ages of 15 to 19 I was courius. Why are we here? I went to Sunday school because I wanted to. Not because I was forced by my parents. I wanted to go. With the internet, google and youtube I found mind blowing awnsers. I started to become addicted to this information like I was waisted on drugs. Wasted on drugs the hole time.

So, the topics I will be posting about is all the awnsers I have found after this event in 2009. LIFE and everything connected to it. Some of these topics are involved with politics and crypto technoligy. Some of the Universe and stars. Some of lies and truths. One will be about the evolution in dimensions of the conscouis mind. Magick. (Yes Magick with a k) I really like magick. Do you like magick? What I believe really murdered my mother. And the posibilities of where her soul went to. The connection between the soul and electricity. A theory of sheep and lions. And much much more wide spread topics.

Steemians, in which of the mentioned topics should I write my next post on?

I am very busy and will write my next post as soon as I can. With time I will also upgrade my blog and hopefully upgrade my steemit skills.