Introduction; Welcome to my world ( mid life crisis)

Hi steemit community

This is my first post here. unfortunately it might not start on a happy note. this is also my first time as a blogger . Hope this might help in what i'm going through right now.

My name is Steve. I'm a Medical doctor who is also a gadget freak , avid video gamer and an enthusiastic cryptocurrency trader. i teach a group on telegram how to trade successfully and it has been wonderful. i also love to travel, can repair computers and i'm a junkie for the creepy and the unexplained mysteries.

i was married for about 4 years. About a year ago i lost my dad who was living with us because he was incapacitated due to a stroke he had after the death of my mother 7 years ago. Three months ago i also lost my wife due to pregnancy related complications. She was 7 months pregnant and i also lost the baby. i basically lost interest in life and work, contemplated a lot of things and just lived for the day. Also lost my job too.

i have a 2 year old son who is all i have got and who makes like worthwhile. he's such an active boy ; never seem to run out of energy. he hasn't realized yet that the mum's no more but he's been taking care of by the grand mother.

this is the first time i'm writing this down , maybe as a way to open up. i have always been an introvert and have few friends to talk to. Hopefully i would recover and have some enlighthening stories to talk about later.

will like to hear from people who have passed through what i'm going through. will help a lot; seem to have lost interest in everything.