finally: I only speak this way in Love... with just a hint of sorrow.
I was not raised to hate anyone, so these things came as a horrible shock to me.
"How could they know, & continue on in this manner?"

I have things that i have done in life that are post worthy... for let's say, attention unto myself, if that is what people like. yet putting self aside has always been my nature. This comes from my God.
He always asked these things of me. & like a good Parent/Father. When you grow up, you understand & appreciate these lessons of life, brought on by the hardships he made you endure.

A Diamomd is a Diamond... you know the process.

love you dude.