Second attempt at introducing my REAL self.

Hi everyone. I made such a lousy impression at the first time (even I thought it was awful when I look at it a month later). It was dry, dull and basically shit. I also felt totally fake, and that I wasn't being myself. It's time to take an emotional risk, and I want to start by introducing you to how I think I look to the world... What do you see?

I wanna make this intro short this time.

Why am I here?

• A wise man said "There are two ways of telling the Truth... Anonymously and posthumously (after death)". I want to share myself totally with you from a distance, because I feel that for the time being, that is the best way I can share with you and hopefully make a difference in your life... And I hope that what I have to say will not be appreciated posthumously.

• I want to really open up here, and share myself with you. I want you to know who I am, bit by bit, little by little. I want to build a relationship with you, bit by bit, as we go along. I want you to discover who I am.

• I'm someone who has never succeeded in breaking out of my shell. I wish to use this platform so that I may make a place for myself here, and be able to contribute in ways that may be beneficial for both me and you. I don't know how I plan to do that, but I feel deeply drawn to write this entry... I'm not the brightest, but I know that I can trust my intuition. It took me in directions that turned out to be the totally wrong thing to do, but in the end lead me to new avenues that I never thought I could do. I am taking a blind leap of faith in trusting this is the same.

• I want to penetrate you, please you, shock you, challenge you, touch you, shake you, make you laugh, make you cry, make you reflect and make you happy. I know by now that even if I don't know what to do in the world, or where my gifts lie, I know from my own experience that I have the power to touch. So why not start with that?

• You may not know who I am, but that's OK, because it is best to start off gently. For starters, I put up that joker clown photo, because that is how I think I look in the eyes of the world... The odd guy, the one who stands out, doesn't fit in, who makes you laugh, who says unusual things, the one who does not show his face.

I'm delighted to have you here, and I hope that I can build a relationship with you, and that you'll find something here that really means something to you. I intend to share my own colour, juice, zest, chaos, inspirations, intuitions and spirit. I hope you'll be part of my journey.