quick introduction

hi steemers
I was here before but under a different name but I lost my phone and sign-in details in Nepal and so I'm starting again. when I was here before I was utterly frustrated by all the nuances and technical shit around steemit, around bots and the politics of this place and the desire for popularity, up-votes and earning digital currency. Honestly I'm genuinely not interested in any of that. I know hardly anything about digital currency and its definitely not the most important thing in my life and I found all the tech stuff got in the way of what i want to do, which is write.
I may connect with people, I am sure but they will be genuine and based on real connection not just to get currency or upvotes.
so I've probably alienated and pissed of a load of people straight away.

I'm here for no other reason than to have a place to write and for my writing to be seen objectively by people who don't know me, for feedback on my style and content. I have an idea that I may have something to write for the future which may help people to change themselves. I guess you'd call it personal development. As I am very much evidence that it doesn't matter who you are or where you come from, if someone as insignificant and ordinary as me can achieve true transformation and create a life beyond anything they could ever have expected, than truly,anyone can.
But this writing is also a kind of memoir and something for my kids to look back on and to help them as they raise their kids and hopefully carry on the task I have begun of changing the history of fucked up and dysfunctional parenting.
my postings here will be honest, i cant really be anything else. My postings will be personal in nature, sharing what i am learning, how i am changing and sharing these experiences with others, to inspire and support, as others have done for me. I also have life in the real world and don't want to spend all my time, reading articles and bot messages just to find friends and connections, i have plenty of them in the real world and to be honest facebook already consumes vasts amounts of my time which i could be using far more productively and creatively

I'm signing out for now...
I've got a couple of pieces of writing in the bag and will post in next day or two.
love and light and best of luck to those of you here with me now
good luck on your steemit quests