Me, Myself, and I ....

Hi. my name is lovely and there is a time in my life where my professor asked me "What do you want to achieve in the near future?" my answer was " Maam I would like to know more about myself, I'm abandoned by my mom in our apartment when I was 2 years old and my sister which is just months old. I didn't have any clear answer as to why she left us or why did she even thought about leaving us." That is the one time I told my classmates and teacher what is my life before going to my grandparents. that time I thought to myself I won't let that woman go back to our lives, I wont let her see us anymore, why? what's her purpose of going back to our lives when she left us first ? . Then this happened, last December 2014 she is back to our town and my aunts told us that she is looking for us, not because she wanted to reunite with us, she just wanted to know is how we are doing. At first I was mad... you abandoned your children and now you want to know how they're doing? but then I realized she's still my mom even though I don't need her cause I survived the past years in my life without her.... that is when I thought to myself I need to forgive her. I need to let go of the hatred that I'm feeling .Thanks mom for making me stronger and making me forgive people. I'm a graphic artist now and a bit successful in life. This is me.