Well it’s not easy at all to find the courage and try to find your dream. You did it!, keep fighting to follow your path as you did when working before and you’ll finally will get it.
Don’t care too much of what others can think of you but be you, that’s my opinion.
Here in Spain we swear a lot but in “context” so keep that in mind. Maybe you can find smart ways of expressing the same.
My best wishes for your adventure in life and here in Steemit.
Come to SteemTerminal Discord server and get in touch with people, you’ll get more exposure and help:

https://discordapp.com/channels/520706252557516802/654051538620121098/654052363513888771

I found your blog thanks to the @heyhaveyamet post.
Cheers