NSFW (due to subject matter, no nudity in this post) ,shot for Brazzers today!
Disclaimer: Please mute me if you are easily offended, my posts are intended for open-minded 18+ adults only.
So although, I'm getting flagged left & right .... I'm not gonna let it discourage me from posting.
@mattclarke wrote a post about me 2 days ago,
https://steemit.com/censorship/@mattclarke/a-bit-of-perspective-on-our-nsfw-controversy-sfw-post
saying he sees me as an emissary.... I really appreciate his perspective and that he took the time to write it. :)
Anyways, one of things I intend to talk about in my blog posts, is about how my day went ... on days that I do work, and also, other related blabbering and/or ranting. Sorry, my writings always have a ton of run-on sentences in them, by the way.
Today, I worked for Brazzers.
Last time(& first time) shooting for them was a year and a half ago.... but my first scene I shot for Brazzers.... was very awful, in my opinion. I had unfortunately got tonsillitis so severely, that I wasn't able to eat/hardly able to drink water for the two weeks (was in hospital 3 of the days) before my shoot.... so I was skinnier than I'd ever been (as an adult), 90lbs, I really felt super uncomfortable being so thin. Being that tiny, is not a good look for me. I'm usually at least 112lbs, and the most I've been able to get up to.. is 118lbs(not including the time I was pregnant and got up to 135lbs). I basically have to eat constantly to be able to maintain my weight because I have such a fast metabolism, I have to over-eat constantly & ingest lots of protein, if I want to try to gain weight.... like I said in a previous post. I didn't want to cancel the scene and have there be a chance that they wouldn't book me again since was my first shoot for them, they had an option to reschedule me after finding out my health situation, but still wanted to shoot me. I was an 'amish' girl in that shoot, I did my best, considering my looks weren't on point how they usually are.
Today, getting to shoot for them again finally, after a year & a half.... was a big deal for me. I had been hoping and praying they would give me another chance to show how much better I could perform and how much better my body looks when not that skinny. So I'm super grateful I got that opportunity today. I memorized my lines, prepared many options for the specific kind of wardrobe for I was asked to bring on my callsheet, and bought a new strap-on recently for this scene too. It was a GG (which stands for girl-girl) scene initially, but then I got an email from my agent saying it was changed to a Rough GG scene & that I get to be the domme! Which made me even more super excited for this shoot!! I've never gotten to do a shoot where I get to be a domme, didn't have much experience doing that either until me and my girlfriend started dating over the summer.... so I feel fairly confident to be able to perform well dommeing by now. When I was ready to leave for my shoot this morning, I checked my phone and realized my babysitter was supposed be at my house 10 minutes ago to give me a ride/watch my son for the day, was trying to be 15 mins early to set... as I usually am, since punctuality is a part of professionalism. But her alarm didn't go off I guess, so I was calling her over and over, having a panic attack. Let my agent know the situation, and shoot was potentially going to be cancelled if she didn't answer the phone. She finally did, and rushed over here super fast, my agents were able to call me an Uber, and babysitter got here right when Uber showed up, thank goodness... day was saved!
& Lucky me, they picked the best female co-star to work with me!! She's so sweet, super cute, fun, and adorable! Her bubbly personality and thoughtfulness in many aspects of how she acts... is incredibly attractive to me. I love people who aren't afraid to be themselves, and I'd definitely consider her someone who is true to herself/has a great head on her shoulders from talking/spending time with her today. I'm very grateful to have met her and worked with her, always good to meet genuinely good-hearted people. Everyone in Brazzers crew is super awesome too! They are all really nice, professional, and work efficiently to make things go as smoothly as possible! Overall, I had an amazing day! and to top things off, I found out the director called their casting person after the scene to tell her how great I performed, and casting person told my agent that he said that! I am extremely grateful to live the life that I do, truly.
Here's some behind the scenes photos from today!
I'm going to LA on Friday... to shoot some buttsex with Owen Gray for Aiden Starr-Evil Angel on Saturday, then flying to Florida that night after my shoot, shooting a bondage/bdsm BG (which means, boy-girl, no anal) scene the next day. So I'll prob have time to post about those shoots on Monday at some point! Much love to all you rational Steemians out there! <3
Thanks for sticking around Alexa.
Just for you to know, I flagged you and let me explain why. It was the first post I stumbled upon while scrolling my phone at 8 in the morning. I don't like porn and I don't want it in the public feed. (and I'm not a women) From what I understood from the past, #nsfw stays in the #nsfw section and shouldn't be showing up in the public trending section.
I took that as being a bug in the system and I flagged you.
I invited my 14 years old niece to write in here and it just churns my guts to think she could have seen this post. I hesitate to invite or talk to minors about steemit now (who are very likely to try new tech) because I would be responsible to have introduce them to a platform with porn on it. Which could damage my reputation in my community.
I'm not against you doing what you are doing, but I vote (and flag) in accordance to what I want to see in the trending section.
Seeing stuff you don't want to see is not a good reason to flag!
JUST MUTE ME.
& hope that Steemit implements an adult content filtering system soon. So your poor guts don't have to churn.
I don't want children seeing adult content either. But then again, this is a supposedly uncensored site, so Steemit it needs to make viewing adult content a setting and allow it to be shown to adults who want to view it if has nsfw as first tag, but now that isn't the case. I take every precaution I can to prevent people that don't want to see the content from clicking on it. But you just have to improperly flag, rather than muting me... Be an adult.
How about you wait until Steemit makes adult content filtering optional (if they do) before you invite teenagers under 18 on here, seeing as it's supposed to be uncensored.
Could be way worse content being posted and not properly labeled at ANY time! Thanks for targeting me though! sarcasm
There is already a content filtering system. One which you're deliberately circumventing by putting your NSFW tag later than the other tags.
Even by the somewhat fictional standard of steemit "flags", your post fits the description. It is intentionally miscategorized.
By the actual standard of an upvote or downvote, a downvote is appropriate because having this material show up on the front of the trending page or on people's feeds is harmful to the credibility of the platform. At least in this guys humble opinion. Maybe you disagree.
You and your supporters seem to be all freedom of speech, unless that freedom involves someone elses' freedom to vote their conscience.
I've voted for your posts. I think you've brought something to the platform that many people appreciate. I'm thankful that you have worked hard to understand and respect our format on the site, such as keeping the NSFW images where they belong. Plus, you are able to post a personal interest piece like this which is great. I'm glad you're part of the community and I hope you keep on posting.
Thank you!!! I intend to keep posting , thanks to awesome people like you existing on this site! :)
👍👍👍🔥
I don't vote just for myself and this was an appropriate flag by voting according to what I believe should be on the trending page of steemit as of today. Up until this post, there were nsfw, but they wouldn't show up unless someone went to the #nsfw tag directly. Somehow things changed. If something worse would have shown up, it would have been flagged to the ground...which is the purpose of flagging in the first place. Up until now, I had no issue have minor coming to the website. But things changed about that too.
It's not personal.
In the Golos Google Hangout this morning we had a great discussion about how to keep x-rated content apart from the real content site. They had created an entirely separate clone on a new server to my understanding. @serejandmyself stated that the Russian users would be more likely to use the unfiltered site because of their deeply ingrained customs of immorality.
I'm sorry @cryptoctopus but a bug in the system is not a reason to punish a poster. I'm very disappointed that you would flag for that reason. If you don't want to see her content you can mute her until there is a permanent way to block NSFW content.
Re-read please. I dont believe this content should be in the trending page at all. For me and others. If there was a popup saying to confirm the users are 18yrs+ then ok...not the case right now.
Why punish the poster for that though?
Its not personal. Right now, its the law to verify someone age on an adult content website. I vote for what I believe shouldnt be on the front page. (Btw, i didnt flag this post but the previous one)
Thanks for getting back to me. I sympathise with what you are saying and I think there should be some kind of solution (I'm sure there will be). Until then I think it should be taken up with the Steemit team rather than the users who post. We can't tell people that this is an uncensored platform and then single out NSFW content.
Like she's already said, just mute her if it bothers you so much you gigantic pillock.
If there was a warning this website is 18+ then I would not flag. This stuff shouldnt be on the trending page. You know those popups where they ask you to confirn your age? Not happening here. So its not just about me...but what I believe should not be on the public front page of steemit.
" So its not just about me...but what I believe should not be on the public front page of steemit."
I love people who contradict themselves in their own post without realising it, saves me the effort, yes, this is all about you, it's about you and your belief that other people shouldn't be able to post something if you don't like it which is what censorship is. Every single act of censorship I have seen in real life and throughout history has been predicated by some bullshit sense of moral self-righteousness.
While I respect the fact that people won't want to see this sort of thing and I do think it would be nice for people to have an NSFW or Adult category ( Perhaps even both ) so people can choose to hide it, as an Anarchist I will continually pick a fight with anybody who seeks to abuse the flag system to censor other people as this is precisely what I was worried about happening in the future.
The true irony of this is I thought that it would be the left wing SJWs and Feminists first because they have been the most aggressive with these sorts of tactics and I have been busy engaging them because of what they're trying to do to the games industry. Little did I know the Christian right was lying in wait for their opportunity to censor and attack people with content they don't like the moment the left was removed from the presidency and the fanatical anti-capitalists stopped having any real influence.
Rest assured, I will see to it you don't win here.
Dude. I am a marketer. I think about what's best for the value of my future stake. I dont believe this kind of content should be on the public front page.
I don't care, you're advocating censorship and this isn't some family run kids' website, this is a social media platform that is supposed to support free speech and expression.
Also, nothing of what you propose will stop children from viewing porn in the first place, especially teenagers.
Its the law to verify age on adult content website. Since i do not have power to change the code, i do what next best for my stake. (And my reputation since I have a giant Steem logo on my car)
Anarchy doesnt mean "no rule" but "no rulers". This game needs rules in order to function properly and it needs to be compliant with the law of the land on which it operates. (The US)
Censorship would be banning or deleting the post. I flag because i believe it was inappropriate to be on the public front page of steemit (and to some extent illegal).
As has been stated many times, people have no problem with making a category for adult content, you however continue to keep pushing censorship. As for your comment about U.S law, please provide a citation, I haven't seen any law that specifically states that you need to provide a warning if your site contains adult content.
Just to clarify i didnt flag this post but the previous one.
That dude is always cock blocking.
:/
lolz
Neat post honestly. Glad to see you've decided to not judge the whole site n network on a few over opinionated dickheads.
Cheers!
:) xx
If someone flaggs you make a post about them acting like a flaggot! word will spread and they will start getting a lot of feed back from steemit and word will spread quick.
put the post about the flagger under abuse and flaggot. it takes a couple times of putting people on blast but as long as you don't flagg back nd let all of steemit know every time after a bit they realize they need to stop if they want to stay on steemit.
Getting known as a flaggot on steemit ends up with the person themselves getting flagged off the site.
Steem on!
xD
Wow. you must work out.
🙈
yeah, I do squats, and sex/dancing are my other workouts. :P
This is awesome; I once stumbled across a diary of a male porn actor which I found fascinating. But this is great; I've got so many questions bubbling up, but I'll wait for now :-)
Oh and congratulations on the fact that your view count as it stands, is higher than your vote count, something I haven't seen on Steemit, views are usually 10% of votes.
Breaking new ground girl! :-)
Cg
thank you!
:D <3
It's funny to watch people fighting porn because "it's degrading for women" and then encounter uplifting people like @alexanova.
You annoy them so much because you are a living example which contradicts their claims.
For me, you are a true human being and I'm very happy you chose to be here.
Bah. Just translate "It's degradating for women" with "I cannot compete with her" and you get the answer....
Thank you! Really appreciate your comment!!
:D <3
I am going to follow you because I believe it is important for freedom of speech reasons that you are allowed to post on steemit. I would definitely just add NSFW to the title of anything that isn't, other than that you should be all set. Good luck and have fun.
Thank you!! :)
https://steemit.com/flaggot/@skeptic/mass-flaggot-post
OMG! xD THIS IS THE BEST!
THANK YOU! :'D <3
LOL, glad you liked it.
i was really drunk and didn't realize how horrid the spelling and stuff was till this morning. not an easy read that's for sure.
I have a feeling i will be making more in the future, flaggots gona flag you know.
xD
For realz xP hehe