Schizophrenia and me…Part 1

in #life6 years ago (edited)

I write my little anecdotes while I am lucid, thanks to my friend Néstor. I can share this with you. I use this method because I want them to be able to help their families and it is a way of concentrating, I asked them to publish this. since he has errors regarding when I tell them what happened.

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In the month of September 2016 I was able to get my second career I considered myself a complete professional being outstanding in my study, throughout these races I always observed strange things in MAMA I overprotected and would not let me go out with my friends, always while sleeping I took a pill which she said was for a headache. 4 (it always hurt a little) all these little details for me were irrelevant my concentration was in my studies.
I showed problems at home, MAMA did not get my headache pain pills I went out to buy them but I returned without anything a little distressed the days passed and I very jocularly I say MAMA do not worry I'm fine without that pill she smiling gives me a strong hug that made me very happy because I managed to get a smile, then after spending the days heard that my family was talking behind my back that angered me in a way not normal.
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With a lot of courage towards them I managed to hear something that surprised me very much, 9Mom told my brothers that I was already 4 days without sleep and that I needed my medicine urgently, that I could not be confused with the days passed with normality but without being able to realize that As soon as I slept, I was very out of control and lost consciousness. When I managed to recover I was in my room and I felt like a new person with strength also happy, because all my family was reunited, even a relative who came from far was with us.
I did not know how to explain them but after I woke up, I tried to write in my diary but MAMA forbade me to put dates, I ignored it and hid numbers in my writing that told me the date in which I wrote it the dates do not agree with today, but I will not give much importance what caused me a little anger is that MAMA says that the family member who visits us does not exist, I am confused the tears run down my face later I comment as my day ends.
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I await your comments, I think it is something unique to know what goes through the mind of a person suffering from this terrible disease. Thank you for your support soon publish more parts of your diary, the date of this writing as very well. within its lines.

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