To create is divine. I believe that is our main purpose. It's what makes me feel alive. It's how I contribute to the world. Whether it's a new recipe, a piece of art or music or simply a new way of looking at something, creativity is what drives us.

That being said, over the last decade of being a parent, I've let much of that drive collect dust and it's left me questioning myself, my self-worth, my purpose. Only recently, since life has slowed down a bit, have I realized this and just how important it is that I model creativity for my kids. It's part of proper self-care, like proper nutrition, hygiene and physical activity.

if I don't express them I feel that I am wasting the gift of my life and the gift of getting these ideas.

I agree. For example, I've only recently begun sharing original songs that I wrote 20 yrs ago because I don't want them going to my grave with me someday. Finally through Steemit, I have an avenue to share my creativity.