Thank you for your kindness Mrs. Steemit. Yes I have learned that you never get over grief. You learn to live with it and it shapes you into a new person. You absorb it and grow from it. There is no time frame. I so miss Marcia every day. writing and journaling has helped me in a spiritual way. Still today I ask God to tell her I love her and tell her how grateful I am for the beautiful things we shared. I hope and pray to see her again one day Mrs. Steemit and once again share that love. I don't know what all heaven will be like but I hope to hold her again one day and feel that closeness. I mention her from time to time in some of my blogs. Here is the last one I did that you may enjoy. Thanks so much! God Bless. - Troy https://steemit.com/christian-trail/@enjoywithtroy/marcia-and-troy-a-love-story-of-gratitude-and-god-eternal-question-enjoy-with-troy