I think I know what you're trying to get at when you say that you exist and you don't exist simultaneously on different levels. It boils down to the idea that words are limited. At the end of the day words are symbols of reality and not reality itself, we can only analyze so much and eventually all you're left with is the experience you're having right now. The same way money is a symbol of wealth and not actual wealth, so is the relationship between words and reality. We can analyze forever, but it all comes down to what is left in our field of consciousness. Thank you, I appreciate it. <3