Refreshing my crypto portfolio is killing me.

I just watched a video by mister Graig Grant in wich he says he is thinking about investing most of his liquid crypto into STEEMpower. I can relate to this so much.

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My sister send me this picture today. I don't remember seeing her happier than this. Making me so happy in the process.

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I went to a restaurant with Bianca today. She was feeling a bit down because of things that happened with her job. So we went out to try a new Mexican place. I was hoping to make her feel better. We had a great time. Except for one thing.

I have developed this uncontrollable need to watch the cryptomarkets about every 5 minutes.

I can't help myself.

Even though I know I can't do any trades at a restaurant I need to know what's happening.

Bianca and I talked about it tonight and she said to me I do it all the time. 24/7. Even when we watch a film or when we are visiting friends. I know she's right. I know I need to stop doing this.

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But crypto is my life. It's the biggest thing I care about in the world that isn't a person. She does understand. She's not mad. She knows I believe crypto will make a big change in the world and to be part of that revolution at this stage is a true privilege.

Yet I do not know how to fix this dumb addiction I developed besides buying an old school Nokia phone or just throwing this Iphone in the bin. Until I saw mister Graig Grants video today.

By putting every last drop of liquid crypto into Steempower, I can't get it out. I can still write on Steemit wich is something I truely love doing every day. And there won't be a need to refresh any portfolio every 5 minutes because it will take a week to power down Steempower to do anything.

I just need to find the strength to do it.

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