What the fuck is going on?
What the fuck is going on?
I do not know, that is the simple answer! When writing, I have rituals that I use to push myself in that free-flowing, and authentic mood that I always strive for. And you see, even now, before starting to write this mother fucking article, I already have that feeling inside myself, I already start to freaking enjoy this process of writing shit articles, even before putting any real words down in a word document.
But, still, for whatever fucked up reason, I haven’t posted shit since coming back from SteemFeest, the heck, I haven’t posted shit in ages! I fucking love doing this, and I miss it but, I still haven’t done it too often lately.
I don’t know what the fuck happened. I’m sure that I could tell you a reason for why I haven’t managed to be that active lately, and that reason might be, 100% the cause of my absence, who knows but, that still doesn’t give me the right to take such a break from something that I like doing. Shmuck!
If you are reading this post expecting something of quality, then you’re not in the right place because I have no idea what this is. I am just putting my thoughts on digital paper, just ramblings.
Let me tell you a few things that are going on in my little, fucked up universe right now, since I suppose that this post might be about that.
Ok, let’s start from the basics, maybe you know it, maybe you don’t but, I am studying Marketing right now. It’s all good; I am pretty sure that I like this subject, a bunch of cool people at uni, and gorgeous women. Even if some courses might be utterly purposeless, I still kinda enjoy this shit show. Now, there’s only one big problem with the university, it eats up plenty of my time, so that sucks.
I also got a job in, for the lack of a better word, copywriting, which sounds fancy but, I am basically writing articles for a marketing company from my city. It’s an epic freaking job cause I can work three out of five days from the comfort of my bed, and I can pretty much pick my schedule. Since starting this part-time job, I wrote two articles a day, almost every single work day but, I still can’t manage to make a fucking post on the blockchain.
I also bought an epic stainless steel knife, I freaking love this new toy, not that I can do anything in the kitchen besides pasta and scrambled eggs. Just putting that out there for the mere reason that I am excited about having a new knife, what a boring dude.
No idea what this post is about. But, I am a bit angry at myself because I've been slacking so much.
The prices are fucked up; my schedule is tighter than ever but, it’s all fine. Will I try to post more often? Maybe, maybe not, I have like ten posts written, I only have to edit them but, I never get to do it. Who knows what will happen but, I guess that you will have to stick around to find out.
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Fuckin slacker. Get with it. Don’t you know now is the time to earn yer Steem? Instead you are jerkin off to yer coworkers and playing with knives.
Just kidding. I’m in a funk as well and I’m trying to stay on point as when I fall off...I fall off. Trying to prevent that. You’ll snap out of it. Just need to find your inspiration. So how about this....I’m going to put up a post later and I’d like you to participate. Sound good?
A fucking Romanian drunk slacker is what I am! Yeah, I mean, I love writing this kind of stupid posts, and getting a few comments from epic people! No idea why I'm not doing it more often. I think it also has to do with partying a bit, cause @celestal and I got wasted for the last two weekends.
No idea what I'm getting into but, I'll participate. Let's hope that I will not have to post nudes on the blockchain. Is it skydiving? I'll do it! I'll do anything for fame and money.
Oh you are mistaken. I have 0 dollars and nobody gives a fuck about me so there is no fame and glory in this. Google Lemon Party. That’s what you’ll be doing.
I'm in the same situation, just that I think I might have $1, somewhere, buried. The internet is gonna make us famous, especially if we're throwing a Lemon Party. That shit is hilarious. :))
Lol @ lemon party. Love it.
haha it happens. It happens. I guess writing about this kinda stuffs is also a very effective way to snap out of it!
On the contrary, anyone who gets excited over a new knife is a sharp, cutting-edge dude IMHO (pun intended).
Hope you get back to posting more!
Cheers bro.
Yeah, it surely is a great way to sort of snap out of it.
Getting excited about new knives simply means that I'm getting too old, too soon. But that's fine.
Cheers for the comment, I haven't heard from you in ages. What are you up to mate?
Oh just trying to survive without steem and get acclimated with real life, you know, the usual LOL
Yeah, real life sucks, I feel that.
That is probably true.
I wouldn't beat yourself up.. uni and copywriting are both headwork, the last thing you want to do is more headwork on steem.
You cld just buy up steem instead. At these prices ur probably earning around $2/ hr for writing anyway.
Knives are cool. I suggest making ur own pizza dough and using it to chop toppings....
If you think your life is dull making this pizza last night was the most fun I'vr had since SF3.
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When I think about writing, it sort of feels like work but, as soon as I start doing it, it becomes fun.
Yeah, these prices are freaking insane, it kinda makes you feel bad but, also good at the same time because you can stack a lot of coins easily.
Oh, man, it's fun to make food. I mean, the food made by yourself is the best because you can be like "I've made that" afterward, and that simply makes it tastier.
How the fuck did I miss this glorious post??? :(
I once had this awesome knife that was a super professional chef's knife... my mom bought it when she studied in Le Cordon Bleu (one of those famous cooking schools). We sharpened it really well once and it was soooooo sharp, it was cutting through watermelon like it was water. Knifes can be awesome as fuck, so I can see how it can distract your life enough that you never post anymore...
Haha, I wouldn't call it glorious but, I'll shamelessly take that. :D
Yes, somebody that gets it. I just like cutting things with my sharp knife, that's what I do every day now. Gotta post more. I'll make sure to take advantage of this holiday and be more active on the chain; I miss this shit!
No worries. I'll stick around
Sometimes it does indeed help to just write what comes to mind ;>)
Right? That type of writing feels so good. :)
It sure does. I think I just did it myself :>)