I can identify with so many of your points... Longstanding food issues, I'm back to work on Monday and I've declared that that is the official start of my health and weight-loss journey. I actually wrote a blog on here last night about how my inner voice often pops up with, 'who are you Janique and why will this work for you'. Not listening to that voice this year! I also love writing... Wishing you strength and perseverance, joy and peace to be able to live the life you have x