A step to success

I have been really drenched to social media this days, I'm always seeking that dopamine rush, just to pump up my state, maybe I'm depressed. I could be depressed because of my social media addiction, I have been spending time watching peoples lives, marrying, traveling, going out partying, having babies, I have become envious to acquaintances who I really don't care about. I could not stop comparing my life to others, I just can't help it, I fell like I'm not going anywhere with my life. Observing and comparing have become my habit, but today this habit helped me realized that the reason I could not move life to something better than what it is currently is because I have always searched for that pump, that state of dopamine rush. I been procrastinating so much because I been looking for that positive emotions so I could start something productive. All I found is negativity and inaction. I'll try to start my 1st step to success by changing my old habits and not waiting for that right emotional state to start on some thing I need to do. I think one step to productivity is writing, from now on I will be writing on this blog some reflections, cryptocurrency market analysis as a step to build a better life so I can post something good on social media. LOL.

P.S. I'm just a noob, not a good writer and not a professional Trader. I just do this for my self.