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Just remember that you are the only one who ever needs to see this. You can even delete it after the 3 days.
But if you genuinely feel dislike when you see yourself, even if no one else is there to form an opinion or be affected in any way, that's important information on how you feel about yourself, not just how you appear on camera. Can you practice retraining yourself to feel love while looking at what may feel uncomfortable at first? Is it worth it to try?