Wonderful @milayosawa it’s so good that you no that! Bless you my sister in Christ, I’m so glad I met you friend! I had a dog that was like my own child for nineteen years. She was still in wonderful shape at that age. My husband took her Cross County Skiing one year, I live in Northern Iowa and we get lots of snow in the wintertime, anyway she slipped and hurt herself really bad. We took her to the vet, and they said that they could do nothing for her. She had internal injuries. The family was devastated. I took care of her day and night for months, and she was in such pain. After awhile, the rest of the family other than me, wanted to put her to sleep, but I didn’t want to let her go, I wouldn’t give up on her, I believed with prayer, God would heel her. Finally she couldn’t stand up any longer she was so week from the fight, and she slipped and fell once again, this time she popped her arm out of her shoulder. She cried, I slowly popped it back in, and me and my daughter who was about twenty at the time, took her to the vet and put her down. It’s been seven years, since her death, and we were so blessed by God, to have her in our lives for that long time, dogs naturally don’t live that long. I believe we needed her in our lives, and she needed us because we rescued her from a shelter when she was a puppy. And she had a terrific life. Yes It was so hard to go through @milayosawa, but through that storm God made me realize that I needed to think about her pain and suffering, she should have been put down a long time before she was, I put her through to much pain, because it was to painful for me, to loose her. I did not do what was right, I repented for that. And I turned to God and prayed for Him to get me through it, the loss, and he certainly did. I’m free of that pain. Someday there will be no pain or suffering in heaven, isn’t that wonderful? I’ll pray for you each and every day, can you keep me posted on how she’s doing friend! Bless you.