VOICE FROM WITHIN !!

Hey steemians ! I am very pleased to see this community of like minded people. Today I feel free , I feel like a bird rescued from a cage. I can share my thoughts without any restrictions .

I am currently a pre med student and preparing for my MBBS entrance exam. I`ve always been a bright student but have never thought of becoming a doctor. My parents wanted me to become a doctor . No doubt I love them very much and blindly follow them.

When I`am all alone in a room, studying human anatomy and physiology, I see dreams. I look inside myself, like an oldest friend and hear voices. The strength of the voices is so strong that I begin to trust them and my heart and soul takes a completely different turn from there.

I do not want to be a doctor because, for me, it is way too much sacrifice in one life. really it is a total sacrifice. i do not want to spend half of my life learning about diseases and the rest in treating them. I know a doctor is like a god who saves life and give another chance to live, but it is not the life i want. You can even call me selfish for that matter. I don`t have any problem. The problem would be when I will regret that I had my whole life infront of me and instead of living my life I was busy with others.

Thanks to my childhood friend @rovingman who understands me well. He is the one who introduced me to this platform and had never missed a chance telling me how important it is to enjoy each and every moment of life. his words surely relieves my anxiety.