Girl, laban lang. Ako nga wala akong kalaban, laban pa rin ng laban ang peg... Mahilig lang talaga ako makipaglaban. Ahahahahahahahahaha! Express yourself. I am happy that you were able to make this long post about how you feel and I love your mantra. Life does not always let us down. Just hang in there and it will get better, you will be surprised with the blessings ahead. I have had my shares of downs, times when there is really no one could do anything about my situation, but I believe in better days ahead because surely there will be better days. And by then, when you look back you just smile and feel better and stronger that you held on through the tough times. I know you can do it, have faith in yourself that you can do it. We, ourself should be our first hero. No one else will help us better than ourselves. Fight strong... si Kardo nga ng Probinsyano lahat na ng terorista kinalaban. Ahahaha! Go lang ng go. Choose to be positive despite the pain, worries and doubts. When it is too much to bear, let God. Choose to be happy and just let God will everything for you. It is something we can always do.