I admire your tenacity and determination @boosje123. Sometimes when we meet with negative situations we wallow in self pity. But you no. I have observed that people with limited senses make up by amplifying other ones and become exceptional. Have you ever tried visualising what you read? That can save your energies because it can stick the first time and it becomes part of you intuition such that when your write exams "you feel" the answers as opposed to recall