Ha, ill blog about some crazy meditations at some point. That's very kind of you to say :) I feel like i've unleashed a monster! HAHA! I am just not in a position to discuss these topics in my social/family setting without totally alienating my self and making for awkward conversations. It was a big factor in my depression i think, not just that. But Steemit is helping me for sure serving as an outlet, but more importantly a learning tool. There are so many amazing people on here which i am learning new things from, bridging gaps in my understanding, you guys in natural medicine being one example. I love it, i love that we can all talk together and share guidance :D