Priorities...

As I slowly but surely journey into adulthood its become way more complicated than i thought it would be. I realize there's a lot of things i need to do differently. Now i am accountable for all the decisions i make good or bad. As a teenager under my parent's roof i took a lot of things for granted, now i cant afford that. Moving out definitely has some advantages, no more bed time curfews, no more ordering me around, i can create a schedule of my own and work with it. I can hang out with my friends all i want, now it doesn't have to seem awkward having my girlfriend around, which is totally awesome but that's about the fun parts.
Now there's bills to pay, having my friends around all the time isn't as cool as i thought it would be. Sometimes i just want to be alone how do i say that without seeming rude. This is all new to me, i can afford to be care free and at the same time i cant!
This is hard i keep thinking to myself....The freedom is good, the power to make my own decisions feels awesome, but now I get to plan my life by myself.
Now i've got to save up money, figure out how to earn more money.
I've got to plan my time or get lost in time
If i want the house tidy, I've got to do it myself
This is all on me now. Priorities have changed and i'm guessing so will I.