@surpassinggoogle. I am very emotional right now but I know Jehovah knows better. Don't forget what I said earlier about the fact that Mama Ajayi is only sleeping because on that day she will be awake and together we shall all rejoice in paradise.
One thing i'm happy about is that she died knowing God and serving Him while alive. It's a good sign that she has actually gone to rest with Him for now till the last when we shall all meet.
The bible says" what will he profit a man that gain the whole world and lose his life without knowing God and accepting Him as His Lord and savior? Vanity will it be".
But Mama's case was not like that. She is a lover of God and that settled it. I pray God continue to keep you and your siblings till the end and as well give you the grace to fulfill all your dream.
YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS. You have a lot of great people with you. Thank you for always been selfless.
One love bro.