Letter to the Judge! part 1

You judge by appearance not the way i look inside,
it's the way the world works & sometimes i wanna hide,
so much pressure in this life,
we all are fighting to survive,
sometimes i try to look alive,
even though I m dying from inside,

switching lanes isn't working, when i go left it isn't right,
but i never quit, wanna know from were i get the drive?
the possibility of failure in this life is always high,
that's gonna make my succes story even greater when i rise,
we are made in gods image so its all a blessing in disguise!!