Funny how people perceive things this differently, I can't say I'm the most focused guy around, far from it to be completely honest, even as a child i used to be very disoriented, lost in my own thoughts.

Though the main difference is that I was - and still am - a very VERY sore loser, i simply do not like ANYONE to tell me to back out because i lack the skills, i might say fuck it, but i know i'll come back and try harder because my ego can't take it, t'is both a blessing and a curse, so in a way, i can relate, but the experience was far too different.

However, my younger brother has the same traits and he's started to also discover an artistic side to himself, writing and music. Best of luck to you both, rooting for you fellas!