That is exactly where I'm trying to get. Living in the present moment. I was way too busy planning for my future, focused only on being a mom and strengthening my relationship and getting involved in things that dont do much for ME as an individual. I applaud you for making it out of the dark corner - 8 years of marriage is no joke. Life really does start making a turn when you also focus on YOUR TRUE LOVE for the things life has to offer. Thank you so much for you post!