Sorry for your situation but you have a job now as a stemian. "If you can make it here, you can make it anywhere!", New york is acorrect standard for this argument because you have a social carefree live with lots of giftings if u are abke to ask. I have been to bad places. Places where the richest man in the tosn could afford for only 1 meal a day. Imagine what the worries of the others will be. Just relax and take the keyboard and put the steem on. Make some bucks and have fun. Its a job. io