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thinking of death is actually like thinking of life and how to live it... that's why maybe is always on my mind...

Death can become an advisor, a counsellor in the time of making Life decisions.
When you have a choice of doing this or that, going this or that direction - ask your Death. Meaning:
“Would i do this if it is my last action on Earth, my last day, my last moment?”
“Will i take this decision, action together with me to my grave”
It humbles and sometimes (if you remember asking Death) it makes you wiser.
Best regards,
alex

look at this, another death fan passing my door :) what a pleasure reading this!

Wrote a poem about it. Kind of

Have a look around, what you see?
True or false - the things that do surround?
One day you are confident and brave,
And the next - afraid to make a sound

These Illusions sitting in your head
Saying “Right or Wrong” and “Good or Bad”
They don’t make a difference, not at all
What’s important - is Your Life or Death

Make decisions, choices, stay alive
Try avoiding stuff that brings confusion
Follow me in this eternal strive
For Perfection, or is it still Illusion?