Your gaze is my happy

What a beautiful face Rachel. A beautiful lady who sits in grade 3 high school. His soft gentle words made Rafa's heart melt. Vibration of the heart appears in the moment rafa see the graceful figure of Rachel. But whatever the power while Rafa overshadow Rachel but the heart and mind of the graceful woman was not for Rafa.

Rafa days with a strand of smile in the heart when looking at the beautiful rachel. it can not be avoided because Rachel and Rafa sit in the same class. Rafa keeps the taste but rachel's heart has got residents. Rachel probably never knew about the love that Rafa had buried. Loving someone and never expressing it is one pain in the heart. However, Rafa loves Rachel without expecting Rachel to love her back but only wants to make Rachel smile happily.

For Rachel, Rafa is just a very quiet classmate and sometimes mingle and often spends time in silence in the gazebo near the school library without anyone's company. Rachel was not too concerned about Rafa. And since they know each other, they hardly ever talk to each other. Because Rafa is a student who is not very active in the class.



Every night Rafa always looked at Rachel's face. Accompanied by moonlight and blinking starlight. Rafa was very grateful because God has created an angel who always make happy even if only limited stares and smiles. However, Rafa is afraid that Rachel knows her feelings because Rafa is a shy and seldom sociable child.

At dusk, Rachel welcomed the bell home happily signaling that it was time to go home. Rachel rushed to the house. Rachel came home with her friends. Rafa went home and stalked Rachel from a distance. Rachel planned a meeting with her friends in a park near her home the next morning because of tomorrow's Sunday. Rafa also heard Rachel and his friends talk. Rafa also intends to put a flower and a letter to Rachel.

Tomorrow comes. Before Rachel came to the park, Rafa had placed flowers and letters on a lawn chair. Rachel came first in the garden. Rachel found a flower and a letter. By the time Rachel read the letter, it was touching. However, there is no name of the author of the letter. The contents of the letter are very brief: "Although your smile is not for me, but looking at your smile makes me happy". Rafa placed interest held tightly by Rachel, saying to herself inwardly "How romantic this person". Rafa did not expect much from what he did but just wanted to make Rachel smile.

The next day precisely at sunset began to set, Rafa stroll to the beach looking for fresh air alone. Rafa walks on the beach while stepping carve the trail on the sand beach. How astonished Rafa saw Rachel sitting by the beach alone. Want Rafa's heart to accompany Rachel to sit but the desire was faded by the shy attitude Rafa. So Rafa ran away from Rachel and went hiding behind a coconut tree. Rafa could only stare at Rachel from a distance without hinting that she was present admiring Rachel's figure. Rachel finally left when the day was dark. Rafa also went back to the house.

The next day Rachel came with her boyfriend named Rando. Rafa had already witnessed the incident. See the person he loves with others. They both walked past Rafa and the mouth of the rafa was only able to be locked when seeing Rachel. With a patient heart and trying tough Rafa was just smiling. Rando is a good student. Have a lot of achievements in school. However, not a few also cases of student mischief involving Rando. Rafa could not believe it. Why Rachel could fall in love with Rando. Rachel and Rando parted under the stairs because Rachel and Rando were different classes.

Rafa is always looking for things Rachel wants. Until one day Rafa get Rachel status information through social networking, In status, Rachel wrote that he liked the song from Muse Muse Unintended. Finally Rafa set the plan to give the music box with Rachel's favorite song without knowing it. Rafa also intends to give the music box on the next day after the break.

night arrived, Rafa out to buy a music box. music box it black with decoration little Lady that appears when music box it opened. tomorrow arrived, Rafa come up with motorcycle Green his favorite. in the way to school, Rafa met with Rachel is walking. However Rafa ashamed to offer a ride to Rachel. so Rafa go without offers a ride. arriving at school, Rafa wait Rachel come in the parking school. after Rachel come, as usual Rafa only trailed Rachel from behind. Rafa bring music box it in his bag and when the bells sign break sounded, Rafa wait Rachel out class and Rafa will put music box it in the drawer Rachel. it is done Rafa after Rachel out class. break even after but Rachel not open the drawer. Rafa pay attention to Rachel in the class and hope Rachel browse the drawer. as a result, when the bells home sounded Rachel care of the table and his seat. and Rachel find a music box with song favorite entitled unintended of the band Muse. Rachel was surprised when hear it. Rafa also regard Rachel from outside the window. Rachel look looks happy. but occasionally Rachel reveal the face of confusion and wonder of whom music box this. "is she my boyfriend? but there may be my boyfriend seromantis this". said Rachel while reveal the face of confusion. once again Rafa smiled look at the look on the face of Rachel happy although he did not want to tell his identity to Rachel. on Thursday afternoon after bells home, Rachel also home walk because distance school and his home adjacent. but this time nobody that accompany him to return to his home. Rafa also follow Rachel from behind. when the way home calamity ensued overwrite Rachel. a car bertabarakan near Rachel only within 2 meters. the collision cause auto glass rupture and debris glass on both eyes Rachel. Rafa instantly ran to the direction of Rachel is pain hold blood out of his eyes. quickly Rafa bring Rachel to the hospital. in the way Rachel asked Rafa while holding pain in the eyes. "who you? want where are we?". said Rachel while pain. "name is not important. important you up to the hospital quickly". responsible Rafa by the name of a slightly mannered to Rachel don't know who he is. Rachel was just a silent and not extend the conversation. arriving at the hospital Rachel directly in the care and given the first aid. However, Rachel don't know who took him to the hospital. Rafa was met a doctor. doctors with heavy heart said that Rachel already can not see again. and Rafa very surprised when have heard that Rachel already can not see again. Rafa was intend if he's dead, eyes will didonorkan to Rachel.  all the family, friends Rachel, and lover Rachel arrived at the hospital place Rachel treated. However Rafa gone knowing that they will come. Rachel was very sad know he's already can not see again and stock eye hospital it is empty. Rachel can only be seen darkness when everyone nearby give him the spirit. in the feeling Rachel wonder who took him to the hospital. every day when no guard at hospital room that Rachel live, Rafa always come to bring a bunch of interest to Rachel, but when asked by Rachel, Rafa only silent and go without giving out identity. few days later Rachel also home to the eye can only be seen darkness. after the incident Rafa often nosebleed and commonly fainted. Rafa don't know what happened to him. finally Rafa checked into a doctor. Rafa was very surprised when he knew that he has cancer blood Stadium 4. more surprised again doctor said his age was soon. Rafa tears as given time soon. finally Rafa was promised to spend the rest of his life to happy Rachel is blind. Rachel often come alone to the Park near his home because he would not be bothered by anyone. and this is a hobby Rachel after he loses sight. it is seen by Rafa because after the events of the accident Rafa more worried Rachel. and in an afternoon Rachel come to the Park for a breath of fresh air. it is already seen by Rafa. Rafa decided to bring guitar in the afternoon. slowly Rafa was approaching Rachel and Rafa sing favorite songs Rachel with the strains of acoustic guitar played Rafa own. Rachel no idea whose voice that's because Rafa is child quiet in class. Rachel was surprised and try to find out whose voice that. with deraian tears flowing through the cheek, Rafa singing with sincere in the heart. with a smile Haru followed with tears Rachel also enjoy the song Rafa. after song ended Rafa went secretly without tell who himself. Rachel any confusion because people who he heard had sneak off without member cues. few days go by. each day Rafa put roses in the Park place Rachel ordinary sitting. along with it, Rachel very happy because there are people who want to make it a happy when he was weak helpless. Rachel always collect the interest of Rafa and take good care of. lover Rachel decided to go and away from Rachel because he would not dating blind people like Rachel. it is responded well by Rachel because Rachel aware, kebahagiannya can come from anyone. and blindness will not preclude a joy to come to see him. physical Rafa the weak due to illness, over and over time Rafa fainted in class when studying. people around Rafa the worrying Rafa. days passed and physical Rafa start dropped. Rafa pass out in front of his home and found lying by neighbors ago Rafa was brought run to the hospital. after Rafa wake up, he took a paper and pen as if want to write something. with the shedding tears, Rafa write a letter to Rachel. the letter wrapped with a White envelope decorated with dots tears Rafa.

Rafa advised the doctor to have her eyes donated to Rachel when she was dead. And give the letter when Rachel can see. In the sad and sad, Rafa only memamp remember Rachel's face. Rafa's grief may be unstoppable if she has to leave Rachel. But maybe Rafa would be happy to see Rachel enjoying her new eyes.

2 days after the letter was written, Rafa was the last breath in the afternoon. But the bad news did not reach Rachel's ear. Rafa had time to mention the name of Rachel before the last breath. The doctors tried to pluck Rafa's heart. But the life of the angelic man was not helped.

Moments later after Rafa's death, Rachel's team of doctors gave happy news that the eye donor had been found and ready to donate his eyes. Rachel was very happy to hear the news. Without thinking Rachel and her family went to the hospital to perform eye donation surgery.

It arrived at the hospital. All the preparations are ready. But before surgery rachel asked the doctor.
"Doc, who is willing to donate his eyes for me?".
"He is a good looking angel who does not want to talk about identity". the doctor said.
"Why so dock?" Rachel asked in surprise.
"You'll see after you can see". Answer the doctor.
Rachel smiled happily.

The operation started. While the operation is underway, elsewhere is being held in Rafa's funeral ceremony.

The donation operation lasted for 6 hours. After the surgery was over, Rachel was happy and eager to see the world and wanted to hear from doctors about the donor.

During the healing period, Rachel often dreamed of seeing people she knew but she did not know who it was. The dreams often come when Rachel sleeps. But Rachel was happy because in her dream, Rachel was always comforted by the person in her dream. But the person does not want to reveal his face and identity.

3 weeks passed, where the day was a day of removal of bandages from Rachel's eyes. Rachel was waiting for the day. With a sense of impatience and with a loud throb of the heart. The doctor began to remove the bandages from Rachel's eyes. After the bandage is opened. Rachel opened her eyes slowly. How happy when Rachel could see the beauty of the world again. Rachel hugged her family and friends as she ventured her happiness. Then, Rachel also bill the doctor's promise about the identity of the donor. The doctor immediately gave a letter written to Rafa Rachel.
Rachel was surprised to see there was a trace of tears in the Mail Envelope. Rachel opened the letter. How surprised when the writing begins with the name of Rafa Winata. And the contents of the letter is.

"By Rafa Winata
Dear Rachel Astanti

The feeling in my heart has been your seventh. Your smile has distracted my world. As if the wheel of love has spun. Your face, your smile, your attitude and your speech have melted my heart. The love in my heart has grown and I can not stop thinking about you.
As the seconds ticked by, the pain I felt was unbearable. But I realize that not being able to see is more tragic suffering than me. If I am called the haliq, I want to leave my eyes to you. I hope you know to take care of my eyes.
Rachel, I'm giving you flowers so you can smile sweetly. Rachel, I give you the sweet words I carve on a piece of paper so you can get to know what beauty means. Rachel, I give you the music box with your favorite song so you can hear the beautiful strains. Rachel, I sing your favorite song so that you wipe out the sadness in your heart. And all this I do sincerely for you to be happy.
My eyes, I'm offering to you. And what you see, dedicate to me.

For Rachel ".

Rachel's first tear drops from her new eye flowed swiftly as she learned the kindness and sincerity of Rafa.
"Apparently rafa is an angel who always present to entertain me until the end of his life". Rachel said with tears in front of the letter.

With tears, Rachel hurried out of the hospital and went to Rafa's grave. Rachel's tears were unstoppable when she remembered the kindness of Rafa who was always present without her knowing. Rachel was drooping hugely tightly clasping Rafa's tombstone.

Rachel was aware, that what Rafa do solely to make her happy. From that moment on, Rachel vowed that she would use Rafa's eyes well. And will bring beauty in every gaze. In order for Rachel's new gaze would be happiness Rafa.