ONE SIDED LOVE : To pursue or to see from afar [part 1]

One sided love has been glorified for its love sickness and qualms. This love makes you feel sad and happy at the same time. You rejoice to see your beloved but grieve to not have them as your own part. The truest of love I have realized is the very parcel of imbibing it to your soul and living your dreams with it.

But once you realise you are hopelessly in love with someone who does not even know about it and possibly worse , does not even know of your existence then how to live with this situation.
The best way would be to pursue it, as this is a modern world and every body indeed has a chance .

This is what I did , athough a bit late, I passed most of my secondary school looking at her from far, and then as I passed , I thought it was over like some of the teen crushes everyone gets. May be I will soon make a new crush, as I did before I saw her, a few months passed and I was scrolling through the social media and lo !!!! I saw her , It was an instant storm in my heart and from then on it randomly rained at random encounters of romance in movies or songs.
Was it love ?, "hell no" , I brushed aside this thought for a while.
Fast forward after one year, we had some small conversations .... but I still don't know is it the void of that person and just a void for some that kind of a special love that makes you do crazy things......

May be I will wait some more time ,
May I will talk to her some more,
And she might fall for me this time,
I don't know if this is forever's love,
But your heart hurts less,
when there is some hope....

Guys , I will keep on updating about this ... if you will like to know more. Cheers !