Thank you Jessi, much appreciated. It's been a tough start to this process. I think one of the hardest thing is not knowing where we stand with it all. They are going to the hospital tomorrow to get some more results from tests last week...I dread coming home and asking how it went tomorrow. There's many people suffering out there in the world though, many much worse than us in this situation.

Thanks for your thought. Greatly appreciated and just writing this post sort of put things into perspective. Writing has always had that affect on me.