love vs Succes - I belive - a regular person story

Love is a big feeling, everyone feels it, in our modern times, our fathers are very strict with the requirement of some kind of return, something like being successful, but I don't see it like that, im not looking for riches, im looking for happiness and love, everyone tell me, not to think in the present, just think in the future, im going crazy about my love and now shes talking to me like we have different plans, i cant handle this.

as a web dev i open my fiverr page everyday in the morning trying to start winning some money so i can get her back, my only desire is to be with her, at this times i need money to do that, starting right here trying to get my feelings out in this bad steemit post, feeling like every other person on this webpage has a big problem in his/her live at this moment, so we as a force, need to keep going, we need to do thing, don't stay in your house crying and thinking what could've happen if i had don this or that, the new thinking process is, oh I like that, i'm going to do it.

5 days, almost 1 week without seeing the love of my life, and now i'm talking like a life coach, but seriously if you want to do something don't wait don't see the cons, just start, my name is Gian, and I will believe in you, wherever you are or whatever you want to do, i believe deeply that you can do it, and as i am starting to believe in you and in myself, you need to do it too