The Unsung Love!

These are the feelings of someone who loved unconditionally , but now the wait has taken its turn over the love!
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Here I am today,
Standing on the verge of getting torn away.
My heart is swaying,
Between staying or going away.

My life revolves around you,
And day-by-day your essence is getting dissolved in me.
Yes, you are my sun and I am the earth,
You don't need me but your being is everything for me.
You say you and love are not made for each other,
But something keeps me connected to you in every weather.
I have been on your side, listening your everyday new stories,
In between, pondering over my side of 'OUR' story.
Its been a long time, me silently loving you
The memories are amazing along with the pain, though.

I know my presence doesn't bother you,
But my solicitude doesn't affect you either.
Our relationship is not perfect like circle, its like ellipse
But I am someone who will never part from you till the apocalypse.
They say, love is pure and unconditional,
True, but the immense pain that adorns my heart is unfathomable.
Every night, my pillow listens the countless love confessions,
The deeper is the feeling, the greater is the sogginess
But as the sun shines and birds chirp, indicating the arrival of a new day,
A new hope glimmers,may be today I will become your "bae".

I know you will never accept me the way i want you to,
Still, my heart doesn't want to stop trying for you.
I can never express my feelings , my love for you
The mere thought of you getting away devastates me,
But I don't know what to do
The pain of bearing a fake smile is hollowing me.
I know I should move on and go far away from you,
But there is a part of me which doesn't wanna get over you.

So, I have decided to go away
With a swear of never letting you go out of me,
The distance may reduce the pain
But it will never affect your part in me.
I don't know how will you react to my absence,
I hope you miss me and always remember my essence.

The aura of love never fades
Be it the gloomy distance or the shady pain ,
It overcomes all and emerges victorious.
My love for you will never die,
I will treasure it till the end of my life.