unrequited love

Past. Before you proclaim love to me. I remember perfectly. At that time, you said you would leave me for the woman you first loved. I'm so sad, I'm mad at you, but I realize I'm not who you are. I'm just a person who loves you but not loved by you.
Yeah, hear you're going to leave me and fight for his love, I instantly cry. Ntah but I'm not who you are but I'm not willing if you with him. But whatever the power of love can not be forced. You leave me then you fight for him. Hurt feel. You give me hope but you destroy the hope you have given since then, I decided not to know love anymore.