LOVE LOST!!!

And maybe someday it's me and you AGAIN…But right now I can't seem to feel it too. All this while especially Lately, all I know is you're running through my mind. I know it hurts, you may say it's just not our time again. I'm used to it all. I'm used to finding someone, then go losing it all. Tell 'em that I'm fine, don't you worry at all. Pick up my phone at 1:00 AM, and now I'm sending a call. Caring less and less around me, all my time has been around you. Let you in when you told me not to, held your hand, I said, "I got you" Ocean in your eyes, I've been lost at sea. Drowning in my thoughts, it was you and me. And I can't seem to find a single silver lining. Tell you that I'm fine, I'm lying, a heart will never wait for time. And don't you get it? There's a reason I met you. You don't think that I get you? Ask me why I'm trying, 'cause I think that you're special. Embedded in my mind, only you, nobody else. So many times you said there's somebody else. But you still picked up my calls, you still replied to my texts. I sent and made you a song, but you’ve not received it yet 'Cause the cracks in your heart, it looked just like mine. You and I were broken around the same time. Beautiful smile with all the pain in your eyes. You have a love so deep, I’m sure you’re currently trusting the wrong guy. And I understand it more than anyone. You're not looking for connection with just anyone. What if I told you that I'm the better one? Spilling all my heart and I'ma let it run. My mind is saying, "Leave you", but my heart says, "No", You made your choice, but I can't seem to let go. Thinking of your voice in a world so cold. I'm breaking down now, but I won't let it show. And even if I'm crazy, doesn't mean that I'm wrong. I wonder what you're thinking as you read this. I've been lost in my mind, but I'ma tell you I'm fine. But what's the point of “The One” if you find 'em at the wrong time. I've been crying, let me shoulder your pain You're looking at me funny, do you know what you're saying? "Faith this isn't a game, I can't be feeling the same. I told you not to fight for anything, there's nothing to gain. And now things are harder, 'cause I'm feeling it too. There was a wall for a reason, why'd you go and break through? I know you're lying every time when you tell me you're fine. You’d say “I met this guy when you weren’t there anymore, Put my trust in him before you could fix it, I got attached to him and we’re incompatible and it’s too late. Now you're on my mind ever since I met you, but what can I do? 'Cause I don't think that you're getting it. A few months earlier with you and maybe this would be different. Maybe you do really get me and that's the thing that upsets me. You’ll say “I want him, I'm in your mind, so it's best you forget me". Maybe you're right, I don't think I'll ever get it, loving you made me blind. Picking up the phone, then I'm putting it down. Like who am I to go ruin the happiness that you found? I kept going to tell my friends that it was all so dumb. Then I'm writing in my room until my heart goes numb. Till my pens all done, you know my heart wants more. Let's break it in pieces all again once more. You can tell me that I'm wasting all my time. But I've been looking for a sign, and I've been finding it in you. And you can tell me he’s here now, you can say you now fall for him. He'll never look at you the way I look at you. You left a hole in my chest that I don't think I can fill. It's like we met in a dream, but the feeling is real. And I can write a thousand lines, all the stars could align. What's all the love in the world if you find it at the wrong time?...I JUST CAN’T FORGET YOU!!!