… and then, we are back again at where we started! You do not embrace any significant or reliable change.

Yes of course. We all have this little child in us, that has learned living in a dangerous würld. First of all we search security! If there is no security in my soul, i am not able to change my life. So first of all we suffer from the lack of selflove. There are so many unconscious programms in our soul from our childhood that make us react in a certain way... We have to find out these programms and live our own life. At that point we can change our lives... Thank you @chbartist for your words and greetings from Germany Kadna