Not sure how long ago this was, but happy belated birthday.
For many of us, these epiphanies can sometimes be lost in the moment as we are pulled into longings, sadness and anger. Then it will come back again, and with a bit more sadness the realization that more time was squandered on pettiness.
I hope that you are able to always return to this knowledge if you are pulled away as so many of us are. To know and understand ones blessings is a gift many fail to claim.