You should always look at the positive side never think of loosing because this is a great platform, you can check my profile I started very low like my blog only receive how many cents but I never stop there. I work my way up so I will be happy to see my fellowmen to work their best not to be the greatest but at least to aim higher. You deserve an upvote from me so I hope and wish you all the luck, don't settle for less okay? =)