everything is a manipulation of words, I do not call myself religious any longer in terms of any labeled term. The word God to me is man made and interpreted widely with both purity and corruption. I believe in something greater and im def very spiritual. That goodness thats in me and in you and in everyone, doesnt have to be handed down to me by a man made construct. In a world of confusion I am stable enough to understand the quiet place in myself where my moral and good exists. God is in me, you could say god is me and I am god we are all god, but those are tricky words. You could say anything you want really. lol when saying i dont believe in the father, maybe not believe in the son, i am being very specific to saying I dont believe someone else can make my decisions. Those choices and decisions are 100% mine to make. I have to believe in myself cause in trust its the only thing I def know ... me.. everything else is outer exterior perspectives. quite possibly an illusion or dream lol ;)