Why can't I be like nature?

How she minds her business and focus on her vision and passion. I want to be just like her, she seems to be more sure of her roles in life than anything else. Knowing when and where to showcase her presence either through a rain drop or an earthquake—yes! You heard me, an earthquake. I want to understand her ways, her principles, and the way her mind works.

I lay on my bed at night and imagine...in fact I commend her for a work well done. She really deserves my award. Even in her silence her voice is heard loudly among humans. Working in the shadows she's like the backbone of the human frame work. I want to be like nature. So peaceful, like the breeze on a cool Sunday evening she stays true to her own track, not interfering with the affairs of men. Though we spite her in our day to day actions on her own property—the earth(land), she still remain as calm as the dove, trying to pacify on mans behave, for in her utmost wisdom she knows, man is filled with foolishness and selfishness. Why can't I follow in her steps? Why wouldn't my "nature" be like Nature? I want to be like her, I'd love to have her characteristic and devote my all in all to her precept. I want to be nature—natural.

Peace✌